While
the sinister circumstances of his death are still unclear, it is
tempting to speculate concerning the motive for such a ghastly murder;
after all, the Icon was not in Brother Joseph's possession at the time.
From a spiritual perspective, however, the explanation is apparent. As
written in an obituary prepared by the Icon's Home: "We live in a time
of great spiritual awakening, but the spirit that awakens is that of
satan, and all that is of Christ, of Jesus, of God, is a goading
irritant to the carnal man, inciting the infernal wrath of the deluded."
May the life and martyric death of this true warrior of Christ be for us a compelling example, and may his memory be eternal.
* * *
Jose Munoz-Cortez, Brother Joseph's Last Days
A report written by Priest Alexander Iwaszewicz to Archbishop Laurus; slightly abridged.
In
July 1997, Brother Joseph brought the Myrrh-streaming Iveron Icon to
the Youth Conference in Brazil, and afterwards he came for several days
to Argentina. Brother Joseph always helped us with advice and his labor
in the renovation and beautification of our majestic Holy Trinity
cathedral in Buenos Aires. Together with some of the parish youth,
Brother Joseph sat at a table as we discussed the need to purchase
material for new church coverings in preparation for the approaching
centennial celebration of the cathedral's founding. Suddenly Brother
Joseph turned to me. "Alex! (we had been friends long before I had been
ordained to the priesthood, and that is what he liked to call me), we
must go to Greece. There one can find a wide selection of materials. If
you go, I'll go with you. I know where to buy such things, and I can
show you. And then, if God grants, we can go to the Holy Mountain."
At first I thought he was joking, but then I noticed that he was serious. I didn't hesitate another minute. "Let's go!"
In October of this year, 1997, Brother Joseph was at the Lesna Convent
for its patronal feast, the Protection of the Mother of God. He
telephoned to reassure me, "Don't worry, Alex, on the 16th I'll meet you
at the airport in Athens." And so he did. I came out with my bags, and
there was Brother Joseph. What a joy! And what a sense of peace I had on
seeing him standing there, waiting, good to his word.
We arrived
at the hotel and went straightway to drink some juice and plan our
itinerary. As we discussed various options, Brother Joseph remarked
several times, "Greece! How wonderful it is to be in an Orthodox
country!" And truly, we were so happy to be in an Orthodox environment.
Never have I felt myself so at ease walking around in a cassock. Going
into a cafe, we invariably found some priests already sitting there. As
we sat, we saw many people make the sign of the cross and bless the food
before they ate. When children came up to me on the street and asked
for a blessing, Brother Joseph frequently exclaimed: "Out of the mouths
of babes hath He perfected praise!"
After a brief rest, we went for
a walk. As we were walking around, we met a young man, about 20 years
old, from Romania. He approached Brother Joseph and asked for help,
saying that he was working and living illegally in Greece, since his
visa had expired. On learning that Brother Joseph lived in Canada, he
asked if he could help him emigrate there. The fellow appeared very
distraught and upset. We thought he must be afraid of being picked up by
the police due to his illegal status. Taking pity on him, we decided to
help him and to somehow encourage him. We talked to him and invited him
to join us for lunch and dinner. Brother Joseph always reacted with
warmth and compassion towards those in need. Little did we know at that
time that this unfortunate fellow would turn out to be his murderer.
The first days were spent visiting churches and going around
ecclesiastical goods stores. Walking along a street, I heard a shout
from a small car: "Shosef! Shosef!" A monk got out of the car and
joyfully hugged Brother Joseph. It was the abbot of the monastery of St
Nicholas on the island of Andros, where there was a myrrh-streaming icon
of the Mother of God. (We visited the monastery on October 29, and I
will say more about this later.) The next day we had a similar
encounter; this time it was with Metropolitan Vlassiy of the Roumanian
Old Calendarists, some priests from our Russian Church Abroad visiting
Greece from North America, Fr. Ioanniki, and other guests of
Metropolitan Cyprianos, who had come to celebrate the patronal feast of
the Monastery of Sts. Cyprian and Justina. They invited us to the
monastery for the Sunday service, and that is where we went.
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On
Monday, 20 October, we left for Thessalonika, hoping to obtain
permission to go to the Holy Mountain. Unfortunately, we came at an
inopportune time. It was the feast of Great-Martyr Demetrios (according
to the New Style), and in addition there was a major exhibition of icons
from Mount Athos. You cannot imagine how many women were at the
exhibit, and how many people there were in the city. Of course, the
women had come because of the exhibit; it was their only opportunity to
see these treasures. In front of the museum were rows of buses from
Bulgaria, Serbia, and all parts of Greece, full of women wanting to see
the icons. And not only to see; I saw many prayerfully crossing
themselves. The icons were displayed in such a way that one could easily
venerate them.
On Tuesday, we got up very early and went to the
Ministry where they issue permits for going to Mount Athos. In a huge
building, we found a small room with a sign on the door: Mount Athos. We
entered and saw a young women, rather than the elderly woman we
expected. To our surprise, she received us very respectfully, asking, in
English, what it was we wanted. When Brother Joseph inquired about the
possibility of going to Athos, she looked at him and replied calmly,
"Until the 15th or 20th of November, there is neither place nor
possibility. In order to receive permission, laymen must send us a fax
and bring a written recommendation from their consulate in Greece, and
then await a reply." I was purposely not wearing my cassock, as it is
easier to receive a permit as a simple tourist, rather than going
through a labyrinthine explanation of what jurisdiction it is I belong
to. The woman, however, looked me up and down, and, in the same even
tone of voice, continued, "...while clergy must have a letter of
approval from the Patriarch of Constantinople." We left the office and,
to console ourselves, went to have breakfast.
During this time,
Brother Joseph told me about his previous trips to Mt Athos, about how,
during his eight-month sojourn there, he became accustomed to sleeping
very little and often keeping all-night vigil in the literal meaning of
the term.
When Brother Joseph spoke about Mt Athos, it was as if he
were talking about his childhood. He told me how he had learned there
the "art of arts": prayer. He remembered where everything was, in what
monastery.
It was amazing to listen to Brother Joseph when he was
speaking about some acquaintance; he remembered everyone's name. I am
not exaggerating when I say that he remembered the names of everyone he
knew in North and South America, Europe and Mt Athos. And the names of
people in his native Chile! How did he remember them? The answer is
simple: he prayed for them daily and commemorated them all before the
holy icon of the Mother of God. Brother Joseph had an extensive prayer
rule: he read the canon to Jesus Christ, the canon to the Guardian
Angel; he read the service for the saint of the day and sang an akathist
to the Mother of God, in addition to the usual daily prayers of an
Orthodox Christian (I can witness to this). In the course of our trip,
we either talked on spiritual subjects, or prayed, "by the rope" as he
put it.
Our breakfast that day lasted until almost noon. It was so
nice to converse with him. I should add that we spoke in his native
language, Spanish. This is an advantage that the Argentinean youth
enjoyed with him. Never will my brother, Fr. Paul, or I forget how
edifying it was to talk with Brother Joseph on any subject; ninety-nine
percent of the time these were, of course, spiritual matters. He
possessed a childlike innocence when it came to jokes, courage and
strictness in the face of falsehood, an unassailable, pure Christian
love, and zeal according to knowledge. He was among those rare
individuals who does not fear to speak the truth to someone, no matter
who it might be... But let me return to the account of our trip.
That day (we called it a day of consolation after being unable to secure
permission to go to Mt Athos) we went to venerate the relics of the
Great-Martyr Demetrios. Inside the spacious stone church were many
pilgrims. <...> Usually the shrine with the relics is kept
underneath a large cupola, but this time they were preparing to clean it
for the feast, and we were able to kiss the shrine itself. Having
venerated the relics, Brother Joseph and I went aside to pray quietly.
We prayed for everyone we knew, with special attention to our hierarchs
and the Synod, knowing the Synod of Bishops was meeting at this time in
New York. I was about to buy some candles, when Brother Joseph handed me
a bunch and went to light some candles himself before the relics of the
Great Martyr.
We went next to the relics of Saint Gregory Palamas.
There, too, we prayed for everyone. We were able to spend more time
there; it was quiet and we were almost the only ones there.
From
Saint Gregory, we went to the relics of Saint Basil the Great. There we
were able to serve a moleben, to bless the crosses we had purchased, and
to delight in the peace and grace of that holy place. Before the
moleben, Brother Joseph made a prostration and remained with his head to
the ground beneath the shrine with the Saint's relics. He then
suggested I do the same, explaining that he had sensed a special grace. I
did so and, indeed, felt myself to be in another world. Our
disappointment at being denied access to the Holy Mountain disappeared
quickly, leaving no trace...
From there we went to a church that
has the relics of Saint Parasceva and Saint David [of Thessalonika-ed.]
There, too, we prayed. I might note that when we entered the church,
some people were vacuuming. On observing that we were not tourists but
that we wanted to pray at the relics, they switched off the vacuum
cleaner and allowed us to pray quietly. As we left, we could hear the
vacuum running again.
In this way we came to the end of this
memorable day. As I said earlier, we called it a day of consolation.
Returning to the hotel, we walked in silence, interrupted only when
Brother Joseph paused and, looking up at the sky, said quietly, as if
confirming the cause of our silence, "How much sanctity! What
enlightenment and blessing for us, sinners!" And thus we passed the rest
of the evening in silent reflection. We decided not to dine, but simply
to pray quietly in our room and to go to sleep with this fresh sense of
illumination in our hearts. "Into Thy hands, O Lord, I commend my
spirit. Have mercy on me and grant me eternal life. Amen."
We
stayed in Thessalonika until Sunday. On Sunday was the feast of Great
Martyr Demetrios. On Saturday we were able to get inside the church for
the vespers, but on Sunday we had to stand outside due to the throngs of
people. The president of Greece and the entire diplomatic corps was
present for the moleben. In was interesting: the choir was singing in
the church, the service was transmitted outside over microphones, the
bells were ringing, and a military band was playing-all at the same
time.
On Sunday we returned by bus to Athens. The next day, we made our final purchases for the church and walked around the city.
Early Tuesday morning we went to Peiraeus, intending to sail to the
island of Aegina, to the relics of Saint Nektarios of Pentapolis. Praise
God, we reached our destination, the convent where the holy relics (or
rather, what is left of them) are located. There we also served a
moleben and again commemorated everyone. ... Having spent some time
there, we made our way to the other side of the island, to Saint
Marina's, and from there we returned to Peiraeus.
Back in Athens,
we had dinner in the same restaurant where we usually ate. Afterwards we
walked around the city, returning in good season to the hotel, since we
wanted to go the next morning—Wednesday 29 October—to the island of
Andros. Located on this island since the ninth century is the small
monastery of Saint Nicholas of Myra in Lycia. At the monastery there is a
Myrrh-streaming icon of the Mother of God, which has been exuding myrrh
for seventeen years.
Twice Brother Joseph had attempted to get to
this island, but for various reasons-a storm or some other obstacle-he
had been unable to do so. But that day our journey was successful, and
we arrived on Andros in the morning together with a pious Greek woman, a
spiritual daughter of the late Archbishop Anthony of Geneva. The day
was overcast. A half-hour drive in a taxi along steep roads brought us
to the monastery, where we were met by two monks, one of English
descent, the other, German. They had been expecting us and invited us at
once into the church, to the Myrrh-streaming icon.
Brother Joseph
was overjoyed, like a child. With God's help he had at last made it to
the monastery, to the icon. On the way to the church, we went into a
cave where some ascetics had chained themselves, giving the key to the
lock to someone else so as not to succumb to the temptation to forsake
their vows. The cave was permeated by the fragrance of incense, although
no services were held there.
We reached the courtyard where the
church was located. One of the monks went to fetch the key. As we
waited, we basked in the tranquility of this grace-filled place. While
we were talking, the monk opened and entered the church. We were about
to follow him, when he suddenly returned to the doorway.
"The Mother of God is weeping!"
At that time we didn't understand what this meant. We thought the icon
was streaming myrrh, but the monk said it was weeping. And indeed, a
second ancient icon of the Mother of God, a large wall icon of the
praying Mother of God had just then begun to weep. We couldn't help
asking: How? Why? We went in and venerated and kissed the icon, which
was on a pillar in the church narthex. One of the monks told us that the
icon weeps when something dreadful is happening or is about to happen.
Brother Joseph and I did not believe in coincidences, and we knew that
this phenomenon was somehow related to us or to our Church. The dried
flowers by the icon, the monk told us, were brought by pious people, who
prepared themselves to do this with prayer and fasting. They left the
flowers there until the following Feast of Annunciation. On that day, a
majority of the flowers revive and give off a sweet fragrance, and those
who brought them consider this miracle to be a special blessing for
them from the Mother of God. As the monk finished, Brother Joseph said
to me for the first time: "I feel that something is going to happen. I
don't know what, but the feeling is very strong"!
Having prayed
there, we approached the iconostasis, which held the Myrrh-streaming
icon. An intense fragrance of roses filled the church and, indeed, the
whole monastery. The icon had been brought to the monastery from
Byzantium in the twelfth century, and ever since then it had been
located on the iconostasis to the left of the Royal Doors. It is almost
entirely covered by a silver riza, and is behind a grating, which they
opened so that we might venerate the icon. We could smell the fragrance
but did not see any myrrh, although we noticed that the riza was wet and
covered with myrrh. And this has been going on for seventeen years!..
At the right side of the church there are relics of Saint Nicholas the
New Martyr, martyred by the Moslem Turks near a tree. On the day of his
commemoration, blood oozes from the tree. We were shown a bottle with
blood collected from the tree. Wherever you turned in this monastery,
there was some holy object. Receiving a blessing, we served a moleben
with an akathist to the Mother of God and Saint Nicholas. We didn't want
to leave the church. The monks sang the troparia in Greek and we
repeated them in Slavonic. During the moleben, we once again prayed for
all those dear to us all over the world. I asked the Mother of God for a
blessing that I might continue to serve God and man, and I asked Saint
Nicholas for a blessing on my journey, as I was returning the next day
to Argentina. Brother Joseph told me that in his prayer, he repeated his
daily prayer to the Mother of God concerning the youth in Argentina:
"That they would all grow to be holy men and women!" What better wish
could there be! Brother Joseph's words and responses were always like
this: short, clear, wise, full of Christian love and a firm faith in
Christ!
When we left the church, we went to the spring of the holy
Archangel Michael. In the fifteenth century, the archangel had appeared
there and with his spear had struck a stone, causing water to flow from
it. ... From there we went to the chapel of the Mother of God, where
there is planted a branch from the Unburnt Bush, and it is flourishing.
We also went to the small church of the Nativity of the Theotokos where,
apart from the walls, everything is blue, even the seats in the
trapeza. Here we sang the troparion in Greek and Slavonic. Fr. Dorotheos
tried singing after me, although he didn't know a word of Russian, but
at the end he sang in Slavonic: Glory to the Father and to the Son and
to the Holy Spirit..." thereby inviting us to sing the kontakion.
Brother Joseph was very interested in everything that we were shown, and
with great reverence he kissed all the icons and relics.
Let us
return here to the account of the trip, which, by God's mercy, had
turned into a pilgrimage. With every step our hearts became increasingly
peaceful, joyful, filled with a sense of blessedness. We venerated the
relics of saints from all over the world and from all periods of
Christian history. After a tour of the monastery and its sacred
treasures, we returned to the icons of the Mother of God and again
venerated and prayed before them.
We were then invited to partake
of the traditional Greek coffee and pastry. The monks told us about life
there at the monastery and invited us to the trapeza for lunch. Here
Abbot Dorotheos asked us to sing the Lord's Prayer in Slavonic. Brother
Joseph himself began: "Otche nash..."
[1]
After the tasty monastic meal, we continued our conversation about the
Church and about faith (on this day there was no reading at the
trapeza). We had no desire to leave, but we had to return to Athens.
Brother Joseph said how sorry he was to leave this monastery. We bid the
monks farewell. Fr. Dorotheos gave us some cotton with myrrh from the
Mother of God and some small icons. It is hard to express the love with
which he embraced us. We departed with tears in our eyes, and again we
fell silent. We did not want to disturb with conversation our impression
of the countenance of the Myrrh-streaming Mother of God and the severe
visage of the weeping icon of the Mother of God.
We arrived late in
Athens, and went to dine for the last time at "our" restaurant. After
dinner, we said our good-byes. "Kalo taksidis! Evkharisto!" They thanked
us. That night we had no desire to sleep and we decided to take a walk.
Strolling through the city, we found a cafe and ordered some tea and
baklava. We sat there for several hours, talking about the youth in
Argentina and Brazil. Again Brother Joseph amazed me with his memory.
After about half an hour, I began to notice that everything Brother
Joseph was saying was a delicate criticism addressed to me. We spoke
about sermons (Brother Joseph had been present when I, still a deacon,
delivered my first sermon), and I realized that his comments were
directed at me, although they were made in such a way as to appear of
general application. The conversation worked its way into a mutual
confession. I acknowledged those faults which Brother Joseph had just
remarked, and he began to talk about himself, about his childhood, about
the time he spent at the metochion in Montreal, about his sojourns on
Mt Athos, about the Iveron Icon... He went through his whole life.
The next day we did not hurry to get up. At breakfast, we talked some
more, and again Brother Joseph told me of his feeling that something
dreadful was going to happen. He said this calmly, without any fear.
Afterwards we went to the jeweler who had made a beautiful riza for our
Iveron Icon. We sat and talked with this genuine Christian for a long
time. He invited us to lunch, after which we took our leave.
I went
to rest before my flight home, and Brother Joseph went to buy a lampada
for my father. On his return, he woke me and we got ready to go to the
airport. There, while waiting in line, Brother Joseph noticed a boy with
evident signs of some illness. He was with his family, pious Roman
Catholics, and his little sister said to Brother Joseph, "My brother is
alive thanks to the Mother of God and the holy water that our mama gives
him instead of medicine." Brother Joseph consoled the boy's parents
with tender words, encouraging them to continue trusting in the mercy of
the Mother of God. He told them about the Iveron Icon, and asked me to
give them a small icon and some cotton with the myrrh from "our," as he
put it, icon.
We reached the entrance of the room for passengers
only, Brother Joseph said to me, "Forgive me, father, for everything bad
I have done, and if I offended you in any way, from all my heart I ask
your forgiveness." And I in turn, "Forgive me, José. God will forgive. A
BIG thanks for everything!" And right there Brother Joseph made a
prostration in front of me, and I did likewise before him. We embraced. I
was already leaving when Brother Joseph cried out after me, "Bless me,
father!" I: "God bless you, José!" He: "Go with God!" I: "Go with God!"
It was the last time... In this way we parted, just hours before his
death.
We agreed that he would call the next day to find out if I
reached home safely. I arrived Friday morning and waited for his call
until evening. I did not worry when it didn't come, knowing that his
plans often changed unexpectedly. Nevertheless, I called the hotel the
next day, Saturday, and was told that he was not there. At two o'clock
the next morning, Sunday, my brother, Fr. Paul, called [from San
Francisco] to ask whether there was any truth in the horrible news that
Brother Joseph had been murdered. This time when I called the hotel,
they recognized me, and confirmed the unwelcome news. I immediately
thought of the weeping icon. Was Joseph's death the beginning of
something dreadful?
During the first panikhida, my mind focused on
the words: "The saints have found the fountain of life, and the door of
paradise: may I also find the way through repentance, I am the lost
sheep..." Yes, we must repent and ask God's forgiveness for this great
loss. As Fr. Valery [Lukianov] said in his sermon at Brother Joseph's
funeral, the devil is going to strike and take away the best of us, and
God will allow it because of our sins.
After the confirmation of
Brother Joseph's tragic death, the question uppermost in everyone's mind
was, naturally, "What about the icon?" For fifteen years the
Myrrh-streaming Iveron Icon was a pillar of our church. Many of our
parishes are beset with problems, disagreements, animosities. In the
presence of the icon, people came together, they embraced, they were
reconciled. The icon inspired compunction, humility, a return to the
essence of Christianity. Such was its wonderworking power.
Although
I knew that Brother Joseph had not taken the icon with him to Greece,
I, too, was anxious as to its whereabouts. But straightway there came to
mind the words of the Mother of God to the righteous monk Gabriel: "I
did not come to be guarded by thee, but I shall be thy Guardian." We all
trust that the icon is safe, and many of us consider that it has all
been arranged by God's wise providence. Nevertheless, other words of the
Mother of God to the righteous Gabriel come involuntarily to mind:
"This shall be for you a sign: As long as you see my icon in this
monastery, the blessing and mercy of my Son towards you will not fail."
Let us daily remember these words of the Mother of God and pray not
only for the repose of the soul of our Brother Joseph, but, looking upon
a copy of the Myrrh-streaming Icon, which at some time we placed in
contact with the original, and smelling the fragrance from one of the
countless pieces of myrrh-soaked cotton, with heartfelt repentance let
us cry out to our Heavenly Mediatrix and Protectress, "May the grace and
mercy of thy Son towards us never fail. Amen."
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